Well I am really pissed off today after an entire week of hearing stupid people chew their fucking gum. Y'all are going to excuse my horrible language, but this is the only way I can express myself. While taking my finals this past week I heard more mouths chewing gum than I have ever heard in my life. I have been brought up to follow all the rules of etiquette which means that I know them all. I do not believe that someone needs to have a strong knowledge of etiquette in order to fucking know how to chew their gum. There are only two things that need to be followed: do not show the color of your gum to others and others do not need to hear the fucking annoying sound you make when you chew it or pop your cute fucking bubbles. I really wanted to stand up in the middle of my finals and yell or even kill those that were annoying me. God damn it people, can y'all learn how to at least chew gum??? How hard could it be to respect those of us who hate seeing your fucking mouths open and close and hear those sounds y'all make???? Just keep in mind that some of you bump into me and chew gum like fucking cows I will either slap you or kill you (I am not kidding). Well to finalize my angry post I am posting this link to give some a little etiquette lesson. Enjoy and STOP smacking your FUCKING gum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well it is that time again. The time in which I fall under the spell of no sleep and gallons of caffeine. This wonderful time of every semester is called finals!!!!!!!!! I have not been sleeping for a while since I been working my butt off in tutoring and reviews for all my finals. I only have four finals this semester, but they are a pain in the butt. Here is how my finals schedule looks like:

1. Tuesday @ 7 pm -- Chemistry (fun )
2. Wednesday @ 8 am -- humanities (great )
3. Friday @ 11 am -- body systems ( I really like this final, it is easy )
4. Monday @ 11 am -- Pre calculus (this one should be fine )

After Monday of nest week I will be free for a couple of weeks and then Summer School!!! Well at least I will get to rest a bit. FaaRaa, good LUCK in all your finals and mafidl, have fun giving exams!!! I will see all my dear mo'timers next Monday when all my tests are done.

Since I am in an anti-social state of mind today due to my chemistry test (which will be in a bout 8 hrs.) and also because I forgot my "anti-depressants" I decided to write a list of the 10 top things that annoy me. Here the are, enjoy!!

1. Chemistry (good thing it is almost over)
2. People typing loudly on their computers (I don't care if you think you look cute typing 100 words per minute)
3. Smacking Gum (as usual)
4. Stupid TV shows (such as Paradise City, The Riches, The King of Queens, etc.)
5. Humanities
6. Little brats (the ones that just want to annoy you all the time even after you tell them to stop)
7. Slow Internet aka dial-up (why can't my town get high speed internet????)
8. My brother's "new" girlfriend
9. Finals
10. and finally...... Just plain STUPID people.

I am very sorry if I offended you or your habits in some way. Just remember that I feel anti-social today, but I still LOVE all my mo'timers :-*

The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed.

The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried
your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.

Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going.

The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend,
one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you.


We deserve something, and this is our tribute.
Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change.

We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for a while.

We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again.

We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.

Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days.


Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so
desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early.

We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us.


We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.

Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today.

The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.

This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if".

Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.

This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so."

The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and their dreams again.

We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.

Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave a crap about them.

Here's for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.

Here's for us girls who finally realized that we
deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how long it
took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.

******When "your song" comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.*********

One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like crap, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.

This is for those girls, who fell back in love with their ex, only to
get hurt all over again.

I just got registered for the upcoming Fall 2007 semester. I am not very excited about my classes since they seem to be a pain in the butt. I will also take summer classes at a community college, great!!!! I will be taking the following classes at UTD in the fall:

• NTRODUCTORY ORGANIC CHEMISTRY I
• INTRO ORGANIC CHEMISTRY LAB I
• INTRO TO MODERN BIOLOGY I
• WORKSHOP-INTO TO MODERN BIO I
• INTRO ORGAN CHEM RECITATION
• CALCULUS I
• CALCULUS I PROBLEM SECTION

And the following over two summer semesters at the community college:

• Government I
• History I
• Government II
• History II

it seems like I will have lots of fun in the upcoming semesters. Actually I will (I am not really being sarcastic). I am going to volunteer my "free" time over the summer to a hospital. I really want to see if I want to be a doctor or not. I really want to learn from doctors and help the patients. My goal is to volunteer at the ER, but we will see. I forgot to mention that I might become a TA for my body systems class. I am relly excited about this "job". I have told my current TA that I am interested and he has put me on the list. I will find out in late July if I got the "job". It is a little too late to find out, but the good thing is that I planned my schedule as if I had the "job" already!!

I am very SLEEPY since I have not slept for three days!!!!!!